but i feel starved like everything around me in consumerism and the materialism consumes me i know this sounds wack but it strays me

in the past this was totally me but not for the reason that i going for.

The world has changed and this movie is just a lot of my thoughts kinda summed up in a  coherant manner.

my response is basically one of desperation tim. My life has never felt so materialistic.

My use of my clothes and the things i have doesnt say that i am but. Not that you da preacher man.

What i am basically trying to establish is a connection with these feelings of out of control emotions and the world around me.

As though i wonder astray and contemplate life , my views become disilutioned by the wealth that i see and the harsh effects the world takes.

This movie made me envy the values i feel as though i am leaving behind as i trancened into adult hood and worries of the future.

I Feel as though my personal connection with this documentary is the feelings that have spawned from what it has shown.

I study graphic design for a starts and i feel as though in contradicts everything i believe in and as i venture further into this materialism i some how loose my self. My unconscious variable nature that is trying to be molded into something worth selling.

I don’t feel as though this emerging intrests in consumer culture is clashing with me. its a contradiction as though my last life line into popular life or culture or the machine is one that contradicts the values and principles i once unconciously put my self through.

i hope you maybe able to connect with this.